December 7, 2010
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appointment updates
I had my follow up with my OB on Monday. Cholesterol is fine, good cholesterol is a lil low so she’s increasing my fish oil intake. TriG’s were not as good as she liked, but my insulin resistance was up so she thinks that may be an indicator to my irregularity and TriG’s being up. We’re testing my liver now for some other meds she wants me to try to get my insulin resistance DOWN. I’m feeling better about all that news and I’m definitely going to keep working on my fitness.
In other more important news,—->Still no sex. I think we’re going for day 25, but who’s counting? His latest reason is his back. I try not to jump down his throat but are his other parts broken too? Tomorrow is the big day of appointments. The morning is his internist to test his hormones, blood sugar, cholesterol, and anything else I can think of. He has a work luncheon for the holidays with his department and then after that is our first counseling session. I’m going to be white on rice with him tomorrow. I definitely feel more than ready for the counseling. I hate jumping down his throat and I just want answers, NAO. I’ve asked a million different ways whether or not he’s ready to have kids and if that’s the reason he’s witholding. I hate not knowing.
I’m officially down 20lbs in two months. I’m feeling great, my energy is up, libido is possibly up and I’m not getting serviced. It’s nervewracking. I was definitely in full on freakout mode last week. I think having to go to a baby shower over the weekend was my subconscious trigger. Cowboy managed to stick his big foot in his mouth as we were shopping for that present.
He goes, “I want the next baby we’re shopping for to be ours!”
Oh really? “Maybe we need to have sex more.” He was lucky that was my response. Its laughable at this point.
As we were still on our way to the shower he managed to get in another gem, “I bought you a nightie when I was working down here [we were going to Lake Jackson]. You never wear it. Maybe if you wore it more you’d get more sex.”
Oh really? “That’s the reason we’re not having sex? I shouldn’t have to wrap it in a bow for you to have sex with me.”
“That’s not the reason we’re not having sex. And you know it.”
“Excuse me, that’s what you said.”
“No it isn’t. That’s in your head. We’re not having sex because of my back.”
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRight. Tomorrow, I’m hoping to revisit that conversation.
I think the reason I argue so often is my four years of debate. If I don’t agree with something, I’m going to question it and when he lobs up gems like that, I can’t ignore them as much as I want to. Keep praying for me. I wish I had more patience and not such a quick and biting wit. I also wish I was having sex right now, but baby steps, right?
Comments (4)
I’ve read several articles about adding more cinnamon to your diet helping with insulin regulation. Ugh, I wish I could remember the exacts, but it was something super simple like adding a teaspoon a day (not like plain, downing a spoonful, that will make you ill), but over the day in like tea or toast or something.
Cowboy confuses me.. great to hear about your weight loss! Keep us posted on how the therapy goes. xoxo
i’ve heard the same about cinnamon, but that you need to down COPIOUS amounts for it to have any impact. :(
great news on the twenty lbs!
It won’t truly have success, I believe this way.
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