September 13, 2010

• Hubs bday

  After that last entry, I guess this is the balancing act for me. My bday blew. I would’ve wanted a big celebration, dinner with friends/family, something. I got what-a-burger for my bday. No card, or flowers. My birthday present came a week later.It just sucked. We were on vacation together the week before, and ugh, that’s when most of the trouble in paradise started. Fast forward to Cowboy’s bday today and its like I’m not motivated to do anything. Least of all have dinner where he wants with his mama. Ugh. Trying not to be ugly, but its like I’m headed that way whether I like it or not. Earlier on the phone he just sounded sneaky like he was trying to plan his day so I’d be forced to go to dinner with that awful woman and I’m so not falling for it. Where is he going with his mom you might ask? The cemetery to visit his grandmother. I’m so confused. Who wants to do that on their birthday. I feel like this is his mother’s doing. Her influence and thats what bugs me most.

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